Three Days Since The Invasion
Tomi Yume felt like she’d been hit with a building when she finally awoke. Every little movement ached, but she’d been recovering beautifully. She remained dressed in her torn and bloody shihakusho as she made her way down the halls of Fourth Division. One room caught her eye, bringing her feet to a stop as she gazed through the open door. The silver haired Shihoin who had saved her life was being treated, but she couldn’t tell for what because his red headed companion clung desperately to his sleeping form. She watched them for a moment before turning away and continuing her slow trek out into the rest of the seireitei. She wanted to see the destruction for herself.
With every step, she brought herself to a different decimated piece of the soul society until she stood upon the ruins of the kido corps. A lump formed in her throat as she sifted through the wreckage, looking for any sign of her brother. When there was none to be found but a few lone members of the corps offering their condolences, she quietly turned and left.
The makeshift morgue, that Eighth had become, offered her no further solace as she gazed upon the fallen shinigami of Thirteenth and one particular teal haired member of the kido corps. She had to keep moving. She couldn’t dwell on this, not now.
She’d saved her own division for last. She inhaled sharply as she took in what was left of Thirteenth Division, which wasn’t much. A few buildings and foundations on the outskirts of the division still stood but nothing else. As she stepped over rubble and bloodstains, her fingers caught a scrap of haori, stuck to a splintered beam. She had been one of the few members of the division who could wield their bankai and she hadn’t been here. Her mind ran rampant with thoughts that everyone had perished despite the fact that she hadn’t seen either Gyoja or Ren’s bodies in Eighth Division.
Venturing further in, she spotted a group of shinigami looking through the remains. Without a second thought, she sprinted toward them, the pain in her body forgotten as she threw her arms around Gyoja and Ren. Her voice was hoarse from disuse,
”I’m so sorry I wasn’t here!”
Five Days Since The Invasion
Lt. Yume wasn’t at all surprised when the new captain commander made his visit to the decimated division. She even understood his decision to remove a lieutenant from their position. It made sense in its own way because why would a division without a captain need two lieutenants? Especially one like Thirteenth. However, she had wished he would have given them more time to rebuild and settle into their new reality before asking them to settle who would step down. They both held their own merits but before she could voice this, Gyoja willingly stepped down from his role because it was what he felt was right.
It wasn’t her place to invalidate what Gyoja felt and believed so she humbly accepted him stepping down into the role of 3rd seat. Her hand gently rested on his shoulder as she offered him a surprisingly warm smile from someone who still looked like they’d had their kidney forcibly exploded inside their body.
”Perhaps someday I will be promoting you myself, or congratulating you on a captaincy, should that be what you strive for, of course!”
Two Weeks Since The Invasion
Every time the lieutenant closed her eyes to sleep she was inundated with images of the aftermath of the invasion. Tomi found herself getting used to being surrounded by destruction because of this and she hated that. The sky was still dark as her metal shoes forged faint tracks through the soot that remained of the Hoshi compound while she approached the only thing that remained, a tiered, black granite monument. Her hands trembled as she knelt before it, adding a new plaque beneath the rest.
For the first time in two weeks she allowed herself to fully feel the pain of what she’d lived through. Her body hunched over as her tears soaked into the ground beneath her. Tsukuyomi silently sat beside her, his hand on her back as he simply stared at the names that adorned the monument. What was there left for her to give? Her own life? She had tried, but a humble soul kept her here, tethered to her pain and past. The lives of what remained of her division? That she would never allow.
Shhhhhh, darling. Think not the thoughts that pain sows within one’s soul.
Six Months Since The Invasion
Tomi had settled into her role in Thirteenth well. While she would have liked to have been spending every day with her squadmates, however there were unfortunately days that she had to be solely dedicated to directing and overseeing the reconstruction of the division. The last few buildings were finally being finished. It felt strange to her every time she passed by the rebuilt captain’s office which was now void of life and personality, while her own office was like a curio cabinet of all the little things that brought her joy. Knick-knacks from the world of the living, family mementos, pictures of her with her squadmates, and even her reiatsu concealing cloak were all hung up on the walls.
She stepped out of the office and took a deep breath of fresh air, her lilac eyes drifting over to the tree she had planted in the courtyard to replace the one that had been destroyed. Beneath the sprawling limbs of the tree was another tiered, granite structure, this one adorned with the names of the fallen members of Thirteenth. She couldn’t in good conscience let them be forgotten by those who survived and thrived every day since.
Present Day
”Uuuuuuuugh! I just want to spend time in Karakura!”
Tomi groaned as she stretched her legs from behind her desk, looking down at one of the many invitations to a dinner party that had been posted around the seireitei. Her gaze drifted as she debated whether to attend or not. As her vision refocused, she noticed Gyoja and Ren through her open door. She rolled the invitation back up and decided it was time for a break, or at least time to see what her squadmates were up to.
”Gyoja! Ren!”
Her increasingly serious demeanor immediately softened as she approached them, her hands behind her back as she held on tight to the parchment. Her eyes widened ever so slightly as she glanced around the courtyard. She’d expected to see their visually impaired comrade somewhere about the premises but he was nowhere to be seen. Her lips pulled into a momentary pout, but the mood left her as quickly as it had appeared.
”Any plans, you two? Training?”
Tomi was decently helpful when it came to aiding in training the new members of the division in hakuda and zanjutsu, but she was a tragedy when it came to kido. The two of them had even attempted to teach her but alas to no avail. She didn’t mind being trash at it though. Not everything was for everyone.
”Perhaps heading to Karakura?”
She longed to walk the streets of Karakura. Since becoming the highest ranking officer of the division, her visits to their world of the living stomping grounds had grown fewer and further between. Given Zatoichi’s lack of presence, she could only assume he himself had already departed for the land of the living. She would have preferred he informed her first but such is life. Her subordinates were all people with minds of their own and she would only command them as far as she needed to because she trusted in them.
”Or maybe thinking about attending this?”
Tomi held up the invitation between her index and middle finger. She wouldn’t be surprised if Gyoja had planned to attend given him being a member of the Kuchiki clan. Ren, on the other hand, Tomi was uncertain if she would even want to attend something as seemingly mundane as a dinner party. However, the temptation to accept an invitation into the Tsunayashiro Manor was very great, but she probably wouldn’t attend if she would be doing so alone. She’d found herself taking comfort in those around her more than she had when it was her and her brother against the world, so she would leave the decision in their hands.