No shunpo, no silent entry urged by schedule and responsibility. Kazuki, after appearing a few feet from the gates, just… walked. Three earthy-red jars gently swaying over his shoulder, one significantly bigger than the others. Hanging casually by red twine, resting on two fingers. Not making an effort to hide nor intimidate as he approached the gate guardian.
“Hey, long time no see.”
The guardian looked down and scoffed as a smile crept on his face. The guardian towering over the shinigami that approached him with no fear or concern.
“Oh… it's you. After all these decades you finally decided to visit me. Took ya long enough, you damn brat.”
The guardian placed down his giant axe and leaned against it as he scratched his chin. His gaze observing Kazuki’s disheveled state, before his big lips fully twisting into a grin.
“Ya look like shit.”
Kazuki chuckled as he rubbed his face, letting out a sigh of fatigue.
“I suppose I do. Sorry I took so long, was caught up in repaying a debt of an old friend.”
The jars full of liquid, sloshed as they came off his shoulder. Wrapping the cord around his hand as they gently clicked against one another.
“ After recent events, I think it's finally repaid even though I don't quite believe it yet. So once more I wander on a path with no concept of my destination.”
Swaying gently, Kazuki walked over to the guardian. Sitting down as he offered one of the jars to him.
“Meanwhile, I don't see the harm in sharing a drink with an old acquaintance. I apologize for it not being as strong as you usually like, we are at war after-all.”
One of the massive hands clasped around Kazuki's, before pulling away the larger jar. His teeth biting the cork and pulling it out with ease, spitting it out. As it bounced and scattered on the stone street. The sweet liquid coursing down his throat, after drinking he wiped his lips and beard with satisfaction.
“It will do, it will do.”
Kazuki nodded as he swiftly pulled the cork from one of the remaining two. Taking a swig as he slightly grimaced, the smile faltering as he swallowed the drink. They sat in silence, before the guardian broke it first with his words.
“So… I heard you became a lieutenant and then recently stepped down. Want to talk about it?”
Kazuki scoffed and shook his head, taking a deep swig. A bitterness burned in his words as they spilled from his lips.
“What is there to talk about? I stepped down from an empty title that held no weight or merit. Something that most see as a formality, a position chosen on the whim of a captain. Even the rank of captain is spat upon by those who only value unchecked power and brute strength.”
“Then they are fools. Of course, strength is Important and should be highly valued. If you are not strong, you die, simple as that especially in our line of work.”
The guardian sat down next to Kazuki as the ground shook softly with a thud.
“Yet… we must not forget that we are an army. The strong that keep to themselves eventually die and are forgotten. While the weak are forced to rely on others. Forced to see eye to eye with their comrades and subordinates, to work together. To accept their weakness and learn of their other strengths that aren't the literal sense of it."
The guardian took a nice swig, before lowering the jar back on his lap as he leaned into his right palm. Gaze set on the streets of East Rukongai before them. The people scattering in the alleyway and stalls as they avoided the guardian and Kazuki.
" Even a colony of ants can defeat a larger foe."
"Like a pack of wolves can defeat a larger foe."
The gate guardian nodded in approval at Kazuki’s analogy. A couple more swigs as they enjoyed each others company, sight set upon the Rukongai. Watching the bustling crowds move about, even the occasional shinigami sqauds running through to whatever destination they were headed to. Sighing, it was now Kazuki who broke the silence.
"Kaiwan, How goes it in the Rukongai?"
A layered question left his lips. As one thing amongst the chaos few considered was how the rukongai was effected. The deaths that piled up in the human world because of the 10th and 13th failure. The army of hollows slain lead by Adjuchas left unchecked by the 5th division negligence. The influx of souls that must be pouring into the soul society must be immense. Kaiwan unleashed a deep exhale as he scratched the back of his neck.
"With the recent deaths caused by the invasion... there have been a torrent of new souls coming here to the Rukongai. So much so that the 3rd division have been overwhelmed in keeping order, especially with their lack of proper leadership. Those unhappy with the shinigami are taking advantage of the chaos. As civil discontent continues to grow and more riots seem to popping up everywhere."
Cracks will be audible as Kazuki's grip tightened on the jar. His smile hanging by a thread as one side of the lip twitched slightly. He blamed himself for this, this was his fault. Kaiwan noticed and gave a look of concern.
"It isn't your fault. Despite us all pointing fingers on who is a fault or who to blame... in reality we all share fault for this burden, this failure. You did all you could, kid."
"No... no I did not."
The smile vanished and the voiced emitted nothing but a violent hiss. His reiatsu slowly leaking as dread crept into the guardian and the villagers near them. The guardian had a sweat beat go down his forehead, before he shook it off. While the crowd took notice and begun to rapidly gain distance from Kazuki. Kaiwan had a stotic expression set as listened to Kazuki.
"I failed as a shinigami, failed as a lieutenant. Failing both the 10th division and the gotei 13. The blood of my subordinates, my comrades, those ...humans are on my hands! For the past 10 days the food and drinks I have partook has tasted like ash. Even something as sweet as this."
A deep swig as Kazuki gulped down the liquid rapidly. Before exhaling sharply, the mouth twisting from the flavor that plagued his tongue. His reiaitsu as soon as it appeared, whispered away. Then he felt a massive hand cover his shoulders and looked at Kaiwan give a genuine look of concern.
"This is about Shin'ichi isn't it?"
Kazuki was surprised that he remembered him.
"Foolish brat he was, yet he was a kind fool. The kind to go out of his way to help the little folk, often at his own inconvenience."
Kaiwan patted Kazuki back gently, making the smile slowly return.
"You not a failure, kid. Far from it, you've only lived for a little over 2 centuries, you're still young. There are those who lived thrice as long and lived half the life you did. For my lifespan, I have seen great shinigami make great mistakes and fade away in their arrogance. While those like Shin'ichi, who seem insignificant, still live on through us and how we remember them."
"If he was alive now... I think he will be proud of the shinigami you chose to become. You are no longer that whelp that arrived at my gate all those decades ago. Now that the debt is paid... you must search further what shinigami you wish become without his guidance."
Kazuki chuckled as he shook his head, but then sighed in contempt. Without his guidance, huh... what path will that be I wonder? And Kazuki continued to stare at the Rukongai as he took another swig, before whispering a reply.
"Thanks, Kaiwan."