One could only be so thankful in the quiet prickling across the Seireitei, knowing that it was a bland sense of normalcy attempting in vain to settle under the still festering threats of conflict. Shinigami bustled about as they seemingly always had, feet tapping along, dull chatter permeating the ever tense atmosphere. How they craved the old routine. Bad as it may have been for most, it was better than the aftermath of such a display of horror and welting power.
What they desired above all was a foreign concept to one of the newest amongst the teetering hustle and bustle. Objective normalcy was never a given, nor was it a necessity, if only these lesser beings had the capacity to understand such a concept outside their tiny realms of subjectivity.
The woman couldn't guide them as though they were sheep. She was no shepherd, her virtues landing far, far from the compassion needed to herald this abundant flock of half-witted weaklings toward the enlightened hope of a better tomorrow.
What she could do for them, however, was
observe. The help she could offer by absorbing the plights of the common man would be invaluable, figuring out what they lacked and compensating for it with artificial blessings.
Shibuya bit into her korokke–
Lacking the punch and flavour of her chefs back home, she noted-, mulled thoughts flickering as she followed every person that crossed her vision, sitting comfortably in front of a restaurant that she remembered the name of, but chose to not dignify with acknowledgement for their sub-par goods.
Honestly, wasn't the Seireitei supposed to be
luxurious? Filled with the best food, clothing,
whatever-whatever and what-have-you? From the short time she's spent within its oddly claustrophobic confines, Shibuya would argue the dirt encrusted
garbage of Rorokon and its neighbouring districts were better, if only because they didn't taste of disinfectant and try-hard bullcrockery.
Her overall disappointment with the ever-unknown interior of these disgustingly pristine walls knows no bounds.
Not a single person has truly stuck out to her in the time she's been a commissioned officer. Her want to create and improve petering ever lower with each passing day. The common folks incessant craving for their normal made for a boring routine outside of the S.R.D.I's bowels– even within them was not much better.
Every division has their own woes, picking up shattered pieces and trying to fill voids where they can, their duties overbearing in the vacuum of power only a few have stepped up to.
12th has the ever-tedious duty of watching day-and-night for anything vaguely out of place or suspicious across the myriads of monitors lighting up their densely packed depths while continuing on with their various individual projects, on top of whatever work was hoisted upon them as the only squad full of bright minds and inventors capable of supplying the Seireitei their nigh endless list of
supposed necessities.
Those that have been there longer than Shibuya likely felt that power vacuum to some extent, but what set them apart from their lesser peers of the varied divisions was the fact they could function mostly unhindered without a Captain at their helm. It wasn't like they were particularly organized in the first place, a fact she'd picked up on through her limited time with them. Their duties, while arduous, mind numbing,
sleep-depriving, were covered easily enough. Pills and caffeine packed snacks passed around like candy to grabby, grotesque hands.
Unique in looks they are, Shibuya would be remiss if she didn't admit 12ths freaks and weirdos are just as plain as the tottering nobodies striding past her half-hearted glare of frustration.
She had been glad, truly, that she had missed the '
action' so to speak, that her life was secure for the moment, not having to put her near millennium of life at risk was for the best. It's just that the mundanity of pampered good-for-nothings made her want to rip
someone else's hair out.
Sigh.
At least she has her own thoughts to occupy her.
"Underachiever. Chatterbox. Moron with a praise complex."
Came her hissed remarks. Every blatant insult struck to the unaware Shinigami emphasized with a gesture- Hand occupied by her half-eaten korokke levelled the beheaded patty at every person she sought to badmouth.
"Clumsy dolt. Fatass. Dullard. Fish face."
She continued, head turning up to look down her nose at them as she leaned back and crossed her legs. Her cruel, imposed words would never make it to her target's ears, so she felt free to judge them entirely based on her outward observations. Accurate or not, it did lift her spirits to imagine what sorts of lives these inferior beings led– And how awful they were at everything in said lives.
"Squad failure."
A snort followed as she watched the faceless Shinigami nearly trip over their own feet as they hurried off. She was honestly just the best at judging others' characters at a glance.
The best.
They did, however, make her pause, sparks of an idea igniting puny embers.
"Perhaps it would be possible to completely reconstruct one's muscular functions? Prevent all these dumb babies from making fools of themselves…
Hmm…
Or even ensure a certain level of martial ability?"
Humming, she took a heavily belated bite of her now lukewarm korokke.
A moment, then another, and yet another–
Finally, she shook her head, clearing her thoughts of everything that made her still in rumination.
"... No, no. Far too many factors to consider and plan around. It'd take me years to even conceptualize that, let alone fully realize it.
Gah! It's such a good idea, though."
It really, truly is a
fantastic idea, in her opinion. Something that would land her some status, perhaps even leeway and pull for securing the subjects required for the next Azamushi– Unluckily it would be a logistics nightmare, not to mention how cumbersome a task it'd be to find….
participants willing to lend their still living bodies to science.
The first idea she's had since coming to this hellscape and it just had to be so good it'd have to be worked on on the side.
Utterly, completely saddening.